I put on a hoodie, some jeans and shoes, and headed out to a tall building.
wrong with me, I was broken.Īnd one day I finally snapped. They would just carry on with their day like nothing's wrong. You probably wouldn't even notice I was gone. I wasn't, she's everything anyone could ever want. I would just stare out into space thinking. I just didn't have the strength to get out of bed and move around. but I always said I was busy.īut of course I was lying. You would call me all the time, and during those times I would put on a fake smile, and fake laugh. When I looked in the mirror I could see my ribs. And it wasn't like I had much fat on me in the first place. I stopped eating, I lost my appetite for food, I was losing weight fast. All I thought about was how happy you two were. so I put on a fake smile and watched you two be happy together.Īfter the wedding I started cutting again. I was invited to the wedding, and it seemed like Kurapika, Leorio and Alluka loved her. I was heart broken, my heart ripped in 2 just seeing you two together. it took the pain away, so I kept cutting, and cutting. just thinking about you make my stomach twist in knots. And I never forgave myself for it at all.
I didn't deserve to call myself your friend. and I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you.ĭuring that time we did spend together, I was an awful friend. and after that, I realized that I loved you. But I just shut you out, even though we promised we would always fight together. I just shut you out while fighting against Pitou. The testing gates.ĭuring all of that training to be able to opening it, I realized I wanted to be by your side forever! I wanted to travel the world with you! And over time, you began protecting me, while I was being reckless. But when we got there, we were faced with our first challenge. I knew I had to save you! So me, Leorio, and Kurapika went to help.
When we first met, I thought you were really cool! You were one of my very first best friends ever! And after the exam, I heard you went back to the Zoldyck mansion, the house of assassins.